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Monday, July 21st, 2003
2:21 am	u miss me? i miss u my mom took away the compeuter becuz i wuld spend 8hrs a day on the line but its not like i was talkin to old men i was downlodeing!!!!##!!#! but my mom saisd kaza.comm was an arbic name but if i can notbe on KAZA how can i be undergrond????!@#?!@#?!@#@#?!?# if not fo r KAZA how culd i be intimit WIHT brite eyez n other un-nouns licke the ARTARIES? I aAM BAKC!!!!!!!!!!#!#!#!##%%@#!!!! butt i set livejurnel in some wierd jewish langwige n i cant chinge it Current Music: postel servise (14 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, December 29th, 2002
4:07 pm	I GOT 26 PARES OF ARGILE SOCKS 4 CHRISMAS my mom sayes she will kick me out of the hous if i say rad again becus it is a fowl word and insults the lord durin his holie days Current Music: the anniversary (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 24th, 2002
12:19 am	I M SO GLAD I M NOT IN SKOOL NEMORE BUT NOW I LIKE DENTENTIONS BECAUSE I TOOK MY BLACK PERMINENT SHARPY AND DREW STARS UP ALL OF MY ARMS + ON MY BELLY AND NE SKIN SHOWIN BUT THEN I GOT ANTHER 2 HR DENTION FOR BEING UNPRDUCTIVE + MY MOM MADE ME TAKE 5 SHOWERS. (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, May 12th, 2002
2:48 pm	i look for pass 2 hours lookin 2 see if any1 put starsaresosuper on fucklist :( NO 1 WANTS TO DO ME (12 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 7th, 2002
10:30 pm	i AM SO MOOVED. i cum back 2 here and people hve added me as a super friend and that makes me feel very super because u all are so SUPER. dood. i friend u but if i dint then tell me becuse i want friends. REAL BAD. no one go to prom w. starsaresosuper but i am planing ahead 4 next yr so if u in bostin area u talk to me. i cum back becuse somethin very IMPORTENT happend in my life and it is VERY SAD so if u dont like to cry then dont read this but if u dont like to cry u arnt EMO so u should probly cry more!!!!!! c i am very sad becuse emos are supposed to have nERDY bLACK FRmE glaseyes AND MY EYE ARE GOOD SO I CAN NOT BE A GOOD EMO AND THIS REALLY MAKES ME UPSET BECUSE I THINK THIS IS WHY RIVERS LEFT ME YES HE LEFT ME YES YOU CAN LAUGH BUT HE WILL BE BAKC BECUSE HE KNOWES HE LOVES ME MORE THAN THAT JAP WHO LIKES HELLO KITTY WHICFH I HAVE TO BYE SECRETLY BECUS MY MOM SAYS THEY ARE CHINEZ SEX TOYS AND I AM MORALY GOOD. I GO TO CHURCH AND I LIKE THE ORNGE COUNTY SUPERTONES AND THEY LIKE GOD. SO I RELLY WANT GLASSYES SO I THINK WHAT CAN I DO TO GET GLASSEYES??? I SHOULD LOOSE MY EYESITE BECUZ THAT IS HOW PEOPLE GET GLASSEYES!!! SO I LOCKED MYSELF IN TEH BATHROOM AND RED WEEZER LYRICS IN THE DARK UNTIL MY EYES HURT RELLY BAD BUT THEN CATHIE CAME AND ME GO OUT BECAUSE SHE WANTED TO TAKE A SHOWR AND THAT IS FAR LESS IMPORTANT THEN WHAT I DO!!! SO I REMBER WHEN I WAS LITTLE AND I WAS ON PLAYGROUND AND I THROW SAND IN KIDS EYES AND MY MOM SAID HE COULD GO BLIND. WE DON HAVE SAND SO I TRIED SUGER BUT IT HURT REAL BAD. I STRTED TO READ A LOT BECUSE PEOPLE WHO RED AL OT HAVE GLASSYES!!! I M VERY CULTORED NOW I NOW LIKE LITTERTURE N HVAE RED 2 STEVEN KING BOOKS AND 1 DANIEL STEEL. I DIDNT FINISH THE KING BOOKS N JUST WATCHED THE MOVIES BUT I SAT REAL CLOSE TO THE TV TO HURT MY EYES. I WANT TO BE A WRITTER DO U THINK I RIGHT GOOD? MY MOM SAYS 2 my brother jim that if he keeps playin with himself he will go blidn and hell have to do his own lawndry. i think this good idea except doin own lawndry is real bad and i dont like to work or cum out of my room and talk to anyone i want to sink into my own misery into my own skin crawling in m yskin i want to be a poet SO I TRY ALL OF THIS AND THEN I TELL MY MOM MY EYES HURT REEL BAD AND THE DR SAYS NO NOTHIN IS WRONG AND I CRY BUT HE GIVES ME NO GLASSEYES AND I LOOKED AT THEM IN THE CASE ND I WANT THEM ITS NOT FAIR ITS NOT FAIR I HATE HIM I HATE HIM PLEASE ALL I WANT IS BLACK GLASSYES PLEASE I AM A GOOD GIRL GIVE ME THEM PLEASE IT IS NOT SELFISH I WILL BE EVEN GOODER PLEASE but jim has glasseyes so i think what my mom says is really true abot playin with yorself Current Music: LOUDWIG VANBEATHOVIN (13 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 9th, 2002
4:11 pm	SUPER AND NO SUPER!!!! HELP ME!!! i went to see dashbord confessinl because i got out of being grounded because my mom said that mr. dashbord confessionl was a young man who truly lved the lord. amen. BUT IT WASSO UNSPER!!!! y?? because mr. confessinl was OUT OF TUNE. it was so bad it hurt my ears on 1 song and when i tell cathie she says to shut up becuse i have no musikal traning. but i have been listenin to music since i was BORN and i think that is long enuff to be a conduktor or EMO BAND MEMBER!!!! see i cant be emo band member because i lack the DIRTY THING i am a girl hahaha and emo girls cant play music!! but i really want to work with the bands. be behind the seens u know. i am only 15 but i got the ear and the tranning. so ARE ANY OF YOU FRIENDS WITH MR. CONFESSINL OR MY HUSBAND RIVERS CUOMO OR PERHAPS OLD STUFF LIKE ARROWSMITH CUZ THEY MIGHT LIKE ME TOO BUT I WOULD RATHER HAVE EMO BAND SO PLEASE REPLY!!! i am going to write a letter to mr. confessinl about being out of tuen so if YOU kNOW WHERE he LIVES please help me and tell me his adress! I DONT HAVE A DATE TO prom and evry1 is goin and bill in biology asked out a HOR becuase my mother says he is the tipe that likes them luuse and portorickyan. IF YOU LIVE IN BOSTIN AREA OR NH OR NO ANY1 THAT DOES TELL ME SO U CAN BE MY BOYFRIEND AND GO TO PROM WITH ME I GOT A PRETTY PINK DRESS WITH PINK STARS ON IT!!! U WILL LOOK SO SUPER AND I WILL SING U LIRCS I MEMORIZED. UNFORTNATELY RIVERS IS OUT OF TOWN. I THINK HES AVOIDIN ME. DOES HE LIKE HORS TOO? IF U R LESBEAN WHO LIVES IN BOSTIN AREA I WILL GO WITH U 2 BUT ONLY IF U R EMO AND WE CANT TELL MY MOM BECUSE SHE SAYS LESBEANS ARE AS BAD AS OZZY OSBORNE WHO WORSHIPS SATAN. I CANT WATCH HIS SHOW :( I HATE MY MOM (16 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 26th, 2002
10:00 pm	I AM SO SUPER MAD. DASHBOARD CONFESSINL IS ON MTV NOW. HOW UNSUPER COOL IS THAT. THAT ISNT WHAT DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL IS ABOUT. DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL IS A BAND THAT LIVES IN THE UNDERGROUND THEY MUST ONLY PLAY FOR SELEkt GROUPS FOR ABOT 20 PEOPLE OR SOMTHING BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT EMO IS ALL ABOUT. SEE WEEZER CAN BE ON MTV BECAUSE THEY ARE A GENIOUS BAND AND THEY WANTED TO SPRED THEIR FILOSOFIES WITH EVERY1 THRU MTV BECAUSE THEY FELT RIVERS (MY HUSBAND POO) CULD MANIPULAYTE CARSON DAILY TO SPRED EMO TO A WHOLE LEVEL OF PEOPLE WHO ARE ONLY ON THE SURFACE U KNOW PEOPLE WHO JUST DON'T GET IT U KNOW PEOPLE WHO ARE ON A WHOLE DIFFRENT LEVEL THAN ME $ JUST ARENT FEELIN HOW DASHBOARD CONFESSINIL REPSENTS A MICRORGASM OF THE WHOLE WORLD U KNOW. ITS SO SUPER SHALLOW AND DOOD I BET DASHBORD CONFESSINL IS CRYIN AND I DONT LIKE PEEPLE WHO JUST DONT GET IT DOOD MY ENGLISH TEACHER HAS BEEN HELPIN ME THINK AND ALL. I MEAN WE READ THAT OLD MAN AND THE SEE BOOK BY MARK TWAYN AND NOW I AM A WHOL NEW PERSON AND THINKIN CAUSE SHE SAID HOW SUPER THE OLD MAN WAS IN THE WAY HE LIKE LOOKED AROUND U KNOW. I WROT MY ESSAY 4 IT BY SAYIN HOW RIVERS CUOMO WAS THE OLD MAN JUS LOOKIN AT THE WORLD FROM BEHING SUPERHOT GLASSES AND THAT WE ALL REPRESENTED THE SEE. I CANT WATE TO SEE WHAT GRADE I GOT ON IT!!! ITS SO DEEP. (34 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, March 16th, 2002
12:04 am	dood im back dood i hope u didnt miss me 2 much because my mother took away the internet but i got it back because i passed english two even tho i dont get that old man liking the sea. i dont like reading it makes me dizzy. i hope u still all loves starsaresosuper i dream about u i went to go look up what is a good bracelet amount and if ound this site that is super WEIRDO. i think its writen by aliens or something. Emo Fashion dood does emo have its own alfabet now? Current Mood: jimmy eat world (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, February 25th, 2002
9:45 pm	dood bill in biology is so super but i heard he's only into sluts. i think i could be slut but i think i am to xxxxstraitedgexxxx even tho xs remind me of porno but mom said only fallen people have sex it is the devil's work and i should never have sex but that doesnt matter because neither does rivers. its all muteuall i am in emosexaddiction community but i think they are evil even tho argyle does turn me on but THAT IS ONLY FABRIC!!!!! bracelets are pretty seXe 2 i wish they sold weezer bed sheets then i could sleep on top of rivers everynite without being dirtie ahhaha (11 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, February 18th, 2002
11:06 pm	dood i went to goodwill today! cause my mom works there and she drives me cause i cant drive because the state laws of NH are gaY!?1?! so i usually go thru all the bins of stuff and take what i want because poor people like portuguese and porto rickians dont care what they wear! u dont have to be emo to work in mcdonalds. tho i sort of want a job and i was thinkin hot topic becuase they sell really UNEEK STUFF. they have studded belts and fishnet stalkings! but i dont wear those of corse. so mom says they have a new worker and hes a BLACK MAN so i better watch out and all cause they work with the porto rickians and prey to false catholic gods. so anyway i go into the back quietly so the BLACK MAN wont see me but he does anyway and says hi and i kind of scared but my mom isnt around and so i want to tell u this-- I THINK HES KIND OF CUTE not super cute but cute i know this is wrong because oreo (regular oreos, not those xmas colored kinds. that would be like a red skin and a black having marriage haha) relationships are wrong. anyway so iw ant to talk to him anyway and i ask him if he is a gangsta and he says no and i says its ok i wont tell any1 and he says no i go to college and i says oh u from the ghettos and he says no hes from quincy and i say oh right and wink at him. and he says no really y u think im a gansta cause im an african american? he says his daddy is a professer at boston college but i think he is lying and is a gansta in boston and i hope so because i wanna know a gansta it makes me feel all like a rebel and james dean was a super hottie. (56 Comments |Comment on this)
10:43 pm	:( peace + love to jamiecore but i banned u because u comment way 2 much. my mailbox is like a mosh pit and cathie is going to kill some1 u people comment as much as i listen to hash pipe on repeat (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, February 16th, 2002
2:30 pm	U CAN NOT KEEP ME DOWN i see u all r gettin ur possies 2 come get the great starsaresosuper but u can call me stupid all u want & i wont be sad because i know i didnt do nothing to u. dood i can listen 2 whatever music i like. dood emo is not like that catholic church down the street who says i cant come in becfause i havent eaten the cracker and blood. i think dashboard confessionel is happy that i buy their cds. bein hardcore or underground must not be super because u dont make no money! rivers is very lucky. i dont think all u people who come in bein mean and sayin im not emo r emo ether because the emo kids i meet may get sad a lot like me (u make me more emo cause u make me depressed :() but they r always very super people who want to share super music! U DONT OWN EMO. dood i can go to goodwill and get old sweaters too. and my mom WORKS there. i showed this 2 my sister cathie and she is always very annoyed with me but she said the people on here were stupid cause they are geting all upset about some t rend that they think is so serious. i think emo is sort of serious too but mebbe she right and u all be stupid. but i like the people who are friends to me. U ARE SO SUPER. especially that rad hottie nonprescription (30 Comments |Comment on this)
12:02 am	emo = emotionel i was really sad because every1 is being so unsuper on my journal which i got so that i can express all of my emotions like jimmy eat world does. so then i started to listen to some music because that really expresses me. i think that is the purpise of emo. so that we can feel the feelings they are feeling. as u know my fav band is weezer and i was listenin to the blue album and i thought dood this song expresses my emotiens so good: "Weezer Weezer (1994) Undone -- The sweater song {Next few lines mumbled in back-ground} Hey bud! How we doin man? All right... Its been a while man, this place is so rad... This bands my favorite man, don'tcha love um? Yeah... Oh man, you wanna beer? All right... Aw man, hell bro, this is best man, I'm so glad we're all back together and stuff. This is great man. Yeah... Hey you know about that party after the show? Yeah. Aw man, its gunna be the best... I'm so stoned. Take it easy bro! {begin song} Aw me, baby, die down, I am, I can sing and, hear me, know me... If you want to destroy my sweater, pull this thread as I walk away. {more mumbling} Hey whats up? Not much... Um, did you hear about the party? Yeah... I think I'm gunna go, but my friends don't wanna go. Can I get a ride? {Back to the song... no more mumbling... I promise...} Oh no, it go, it gone, bye-bye [bye], do I, I think, I sink, and I DIE! If you want to destroy my sweater. Woah woah a woah. {Hold/Pull} this thread as I walk away. As I walk away! Watch me unravel, I'll soon be naked. Lying on the floor, Lying on the floor! I've come undone. If you want to destroy my sweater. Woah woah a woah. {Hold/Pull} this thread as I walk away. As I walk away! Watch me unravel, I'll soon be naked. Lying on the floor, Lying on the floor! I've come undone. I don't want to destroy your sweater. Lets be friends and just walk away. Hate to see you lying there, in your superman skivvies. Lying in the floor! Lying on the floor! I've come undone!! " im undone (25 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, February 15th, 2002
11:28 pm	hey hey i forgot to tell u Well i had to go to confirmation on saturday morning, it was boring blah.Then i went to ashleys party at 5. It was fun. Me chrissy sean and corey played fooseball and they beat us by like 40 haha. Then we played bball. Corey made a 3 pointer! haha. me and sean were runnin for the ball and he pushed me down into the grass and my new pants got dirty...he did it 2 times!! ugh. lol I called him a faggot a couple times. Then i pushed corey and he like rolled with the basketball down the driveway omgosh it was soo funny! super haha! well thats what he gets for hurting me cause he never said sorry. me and chrissy raced on skateboards it was fun. All these people came out to watch us and i almost hit the pole...hm..hahaa. Today i did absloutley nothing...my dad got me a blank tape for katie to put my party on there, i hope she can do it soon, i wanna see it bad!! lol. well thats about it...i will talk to ya tomorrow! oh yeah alissa told me to put in here that she IMEd me hahaha shes a nerd. dood i think i have friends now! Current Music: the june spirit (5 Comments |Comment on this)
5:48 pm	u people need to get happy tiniestviolin 2002-02-15 11:56 (link) You are either a joke or 12.. right? theaterangel 2002-02-15 14:59 (link) actually, i took the test, and i got an emo one. this must fit, as much as i hate that label, oh my god are you annoying. if i had to talk to you i would seriously consider shooting myself in the head. Do us all a favor, either be a fucking teeny-bopper like you sound, or even better, be yourself lilpinkflirt 2002-02-15 15:06 (link) wow like omg! did i tell you how totally super cool it is to have someone so like amazingly emo as you around? please...bite me. what the hell? hmmm since when did an emo person go around being "omg like I'm sooo emo because I wear bracelets" yes, most emo people do, but see emo people do something you don't...think for themselves and display some creativity. and don't insult civil rights hereos like that, Rivers is a great guy, but he's sure never fought for a damn good cause like those people did. and skool is spelled SCHOOL. now go buy a training bra. jellyspine 2002-02-15 15:11 (link) Holy shit that is so fitting for you. You have got to be the biggest poser, or joke I have ever read. You're so far from emo it kills me. I thought I'd be able to laugh at your journal - it makes me want to be sick. xpxuxnxkx 2002-02-15 16:06 (link) If I see the word super one more time I'm going to vomit all over your Weezer stuff...oh shit, maybe I won't cause then all I'll hear is, "Dood, that was totally unsuper." Psh. You my friend, are absolutely, completely, annoying. Like one of those highschool cheerleaders who are too ditzy and try to be friends with me. Point of my rambbling and life lesson for the future: Don't be someone you're not. Don't try so hard. \m/(-_-)\m/ xxpunkchic182xx 2002-02-15 17:30 (link) Hahah...i agree with my cousin ^. BUt...i mean..come on u are tryin to hard to be emo, it isnt a thing...its..a personality and a type of music. Not all Emo people wear sweaters and love weezer, geez laweez, if all emo people liked weezer then everyone in the world would be emo, and thats not cool. No wonder u dont have a boyfriend, ur tryin too hard on that too, every freakin guy u meet u want him to be ur boyfriend..and that one dude is Very ugly...hahahah. So take ur super and shove it up ur stupid sweaters. Ur are a poser and no one likes u....hahahahahaha. Well..have a nice day! THEY R JUST JELOUS CAUSE I HAVE RIVERS AND THEY DONT (does any1 like me?!?!?! i love u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i will make cut out pink stars 4 all u my firneds!) (53 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, February 14th, 2002
10:24 pm	uh they didnt have an emo 1 What is YOUR Highschool label? this isnt true. unsuper (33 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 13th, 2002
4:53 pm	i want my rights my art teacher said im gonna fail art if i dont take off all my bracelets because i cant even draw a strait line w/ them on!! she said how many do u have on there a thousand why do you need all of those and i said because im emo and she said im gonna be a flunked out emo if i dont take them off. THAT IS SO UNFAIR!!!!!! & i cant fail anothr class because my dad will take away my phone & when im feelin sad about growin up i wont be able to call bills house and see if he picks up!!! i hate art!!! & last month she wouldnt let me draw my picture of rivers cuomo when we were supposed to draw great civil rights heros 4 the skool office. i love my bracelets tho. they make me happy in detention (which i got from my stoopid art teacher) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
4:25 pm	RAD!!!! i have 3 friends from tuscaloosa alabma. dood u of bama must be MAD EMO mebbe i should work harder in skool! so i can go to that super town! brookline is so boring. tho cable channel no 12 is pretty super. & we do have this band: changrin dood beat that! Current Music: pinkerton (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, February 11th, 2002
8:42 pm	this makes my day better !! dood what a SUPER hottie!!!!!!!!!! Current Music: saves the day (4 Comments |Comment on this)
4:23 pm	DOOD UNSUPER DAY dood so last week i got my report card and i flunked out of physed. dood i called up cyndi (she used to be emo but now she is only punk because she said she only liked this local emo band called the super duper kids but when they broke up she said it was too much for her so now she listens to the clash or some of that old stuff that doesnt have enough morning in it for me & i dont like how they dress! ugly!!! she didnt even give me all of her old sweaterssss! they were all unravled in everything since she was an emo two more yrs than me) and i asked her all these ways to cover up the f because she has a 1.5 gpa and she always has super lots of fs. she said that she always uses her special rubber eraser for art to erase them and make her get ds because her paernts wouldnt believe anything higher. (she likes to draw skeletons in art and the art teacher even flunked her even though she's really good and even drew me a picture of rivers cuomo from the grave!! its so super i have it next to all my jones soda bottles!!!) so she said something about gum? and so i thought maybe the stickiness of gum would get it off but when iwas trying to pick the gum off my dad comes in the room and takes the report card and sees that flunked out of physed. see this happened about a wk ago and he was so mad and asked me how the hell some1 could flunk out of physed and i said that i dont like to move around and i did participate but only when we played volleyball because then i could sit on the ground and play with my argyle socks (they dont let me wear any other emo stuff out to phys ed!) so i said that i was too depressed because they confiiskated my sweaters. he said that i was just lazy and i was never going to go to college unlike cathie who is going to college because she is so smart and always happy and likes flowers... but i like argyle! and is aid i didnt have to go to college i could just work with teh emo bands and carry around rivers water or something and my dad said me and my stupid music it was gonna die like disco or something which is so unsuper true because emo is going to last forever!! dood, rivers isnt goin to start workin in shoneys or something, dood. and he said that because i was so f-in lazy i couldnt go to the weezer show on friday!!!!!! i was so super sad and i cried and cried and he said for me to shut up i always cried all the time and it wasnt going to accomplish nothing becuz hes sick of me all crying and being so f-in dark and obssesed with that f-ing nerdy happy days rivers. but it went to school and cried the whole day so steve and julie and ashley and olga (shes this german exchange student htat we got all into emooo! she translated weezer lyrics into germany!!!) said that i could sneak out of the house and they would drive me to go the weezer concert because steve is really super emo and has this super 1984 carolla. dood i snuck out and everything and saw the concert!!! and dood, i didnt say anything about rivers this time unlike when i visited my aunt in st. paul and talked about the concert for days! until my dad said i had to leave the dinner table if i didnt shut up about what they didnt care about (i hate my dad he is so unsuper). but today cathie was all unsuper and pmsing and upset because she got a bad grade on her precalculis and when dad got home she said dad guess where diana was on friday night? and he said listening to her crap music in her room? and she said nooo, she went to see weezer in lowell! and dood, my dad WAS SO MAD AND TOOK AWAY ALL MY CDS AND SAYS HE'S GOING TO BURN THEM AND NOT IN THE GOOD CD BURNING WAY. AND THAT IM GROUNDED FROM ALL MY MOREBID FRIENDS AND C ONCERTS FOR TWO months! two months that is like june that is so unsuper!!! but when i was crying and he was taking away all my cds and all my pretty pictures of rivers that i had under them i was able to pull the jimmy eat world CD!!! and now i can listen to it really softly but I AM SO SUPER SAD BECAUSE I CANT SEE DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL when they COMEEEEe i dont know what to do. i hvae the worst life EVERRR! PHYS ED IS SO STUPID!!!!!!!!!!! CATHHIE IS UNSUPER!!! (but i wonder if i can see my friend katie because she likes to wear yellow and listen to pop?? mebbe) Current Music: bleed american (21 Comments |Comment on this)